When You Have Nothing To Say

March 15, 2011

I have been in a funk lately. I am anti-social and not feeling too hot.  As you all know i am in the middle of my “trigger zone” for Triton and that always plays on my emotions. & with all that is going on in Japan – i just can’t seem to come up with anything to write that seems appropriate.  I am filled with anxiety & can not even pretend to almost fathom what those in Japan are going through.  The terror. To say the least it makes me feel sick to my stomach.

So – i don’t have a very sunny disposition right now. I am not the most fun to hang out with lately & instead of force the fun and something to say I am just going to wait.  I am sure the funk will fade soon and my brain fog and writers block will be a thing of the past.

How are all of you doing? Anything fun, happy or exciting happening?  (I am looking forward to my birthday which is less than a week away).

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1 Crystal - Prenatal Coach
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March 15, 2011 at 11:53 am

The devastation in Japan is affecting me as well. It’s really difficult to be cheery and happy knowing what is happening over there. Working through the emotions as well! Just wanted to stop by and offer some words of support so you know you are not alone in feeling this way.
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2 Devan @Accustomed Chaos
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March 15, 2011 at 12:09 pm

Thank you Crystal! I appreciate it so much. Hope you are well ! xxo

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3 Tina @ Life Without Pink March 15, 2011 at 12:20 pm

Awe I completely understand….its horrible. I’m here for you! I have been going a bit crazy too and haven’t been on as much…hoping to get better. Love you girl!

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4 Devan @Accustomed Chaos
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March 15, 2011 at 12:22 pm

xxo i love you too & thank you friend!

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5 kim March 15, 2011 at 1:11 pm

Sorry to hear you’re not feeling so great. Hug your babies closer and smell their sweet smell. Somehow that always helps me. (did that make you smile? B/C smelling your kids is just weird :) )
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6 Devan @Accustomed Chaos
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March 15, 2011 at 3:42 pm

anyone who doesnt have kids would think you’ve lost your mind – but i totally get the smelling your kids thing :) xxo

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7 Ashley March 15, 2011 at 2:21 pm

Hey Dev!
I am sad to hear about your down time. I am not feeling as up beat as the normal me either.
I think this time of year always brings a funk with it too… Its the end of winter – we know its almost over, but we look outside and still see the cold blowing around!

Just remember – you are loved a followed by loads of people! Every year will get a little less painful and soon the sun will shine through the windows again!

Our happy/fun news – Elley turned one on Sunday!! I made her a beautiful cake and she ate a HUGE piece!! We are also having a swim party for her this Sunday coming (Your Big day!!) and Jeff (a.k.a. Uncle Bomboo!) is flying out to share the day with us! We are looking forward to having a splashing time! :)

Love the babies up for us!
xx

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8 Devan @Accustomed Chaos
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March 15, 2011 at 3:43 pm

I can not believe Elle is 1 already ?!?! I hope you have a great swim party!

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9 Erin March 15, 2011 at 3:09 pm

I’m feeling it as well. I was going to blog last night about my youngest son’s temper tantrums and then stopped because it just felt so wrong to complain about anything with what is going on in Japan. It is absolutely terrible what those people are going through..I truly can’t imagine.
I did however want to offer some words of support to you and hope that you can find some comfort in your family and friends while moving through your grief.
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10 Devan @Accustomed Chaos
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March 15, 2011 at 3:43 pm

♥ thank you Erin!!

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11 Mommyfriend
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March 21, 2011 at 4:03 pm

Oh my gosh, I so understand what you mean.
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