Triton

Miscarriage

A Due Date Gone But Never Came

09.11.2011
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I wish i had something profound to say today. Something that could help me feel better and help give others a glimpse into what is going on in my head and heart today. It’s a mix of what I am feeling, what I perceive other’s think I should be feeling and numbness all at the same [...]

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Letters for Triton

A Letter for Triton: It’s Been Too Long

14.10.2011
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Triton I am sorry it has been so long since I have written you. My heart thinks of you often but right now I am having trouble letting my emotions come to the surface.  It hurts.   Tomorrow is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day and while I don’t need a specific day to honor [...]

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Perinatal Grief

Grief is Not a Competition & Stigma Still Exists

30.09.2011
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Two weeks ago I started writing for Babble’s Being Pregnant blog. I was brought on to share my experience with perinatal grief, miscarriage and loss and because my husband and I are in serious debate over adding to our family – another child.  I am thrilled to be able to write our experience and help [...]

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Motherhood

All Stress & No Sleep Makes Devan Go …

27.07.2011
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These past 7-10 days have felt like I am living in some kind of weird parallel universe.  I am not feeling like myself and my schedule is all out of whack.  I am not sleeping, im not eating & i am spending way too much time stressing for ‘no reason’. Insomnia has been keeping me company this [...]

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Miscarriage

My Eyes Are Begging to Sleep; An Atypical Birth Story

24.04.2011

The alarm buzzes. I struggle to wake. My eyes are stinging; begging to go back to sleep. I want this day to be over. I’m not ready. It’s not fair; This can’t be happening. I feel a hand on my back; rubbing for comfort. My husband is awake. My body goes through the motions of [...]

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Letters for Triton

Letter To Triton: Three Years Ago Today.

02.03.2011

Triton: Three years ago today I saw two beautiful lines on that pregnancy test.  2 lines that let me know that you were on your way. I was so excited. Thrilled. It was after a string of 4 miscarriages & i had such hope for you.  Your Daddy was excited & we were excited to [...]

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Letters for Triton

A Letter For Triton: You Should Be Two Today

09.11.2010

  November 9, 2010 – Today is a tough day for me babe.  A date that for others really has no meaning, but for me it is a pain spot and will be for who knows how long – maybe forever.  Two years ago today was your due date. If you were still with me [...]

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Miscarriage

October 15th: Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance Day

15.10.2010

October 15th is a very significant day for me – and many other mothers. If you don’t know about the significance of today i am thankful; If you do i am sending you many hugs today.   October 15th marks the day all Angel moms & their family and friends remember our babies lost to [...]

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Guest Blog

Angel Babies: Surviving Miscarriage

13.10.2010

Yesterday I had a guest piece published on Mums n Chums website titled Angel Babies: Surviving Miscarriage and would love for you to head over and read it. These posts are always so difficult for me to write, but I find comfort putting it on paper (or the computer). Please head over to Mums n [...]

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