Miscarriage

A Due Date Gone But Never Came

09.11.2011
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I wish i had something profound to say today. Something that could help me feel better and help give others a glimpse into what is going on in my head and heart today. It’s a mix of what I am feeling, what I perceive other’s think I should be feeling and numbness all at the same [...]

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A Letter for Triton: It’s Been Too Long

14.10.2011
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Triton I am sorry it has been so long since I have written you. My heart thinks of you often but right now I am having trouble letting my emotions come to the surface.  It hurts.   Tomorrow is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day and while I don’t need a specific day to honor [...]

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Grief is Not a Competition & Stigma Still Exists

30.09.2011
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Two weeks ago I started writing for Babble’s Being Pregnant blog. I was brought on to share my experience with perinatal grief, miscarriage and loss and because my husband and I are in serious debate over adding to our family – another child.  I am thrilled to be able to write our experience and help [...]

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No One Is Perfect & It’s Okay To Break

29.09.2011
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I have had a difficult week.  Well, really a difficult 2 weeks. I have hurt, I have cried and I have learned a lot. It all started with this. & it felt like it got worse from there. I was overcome with anxiety, with sadness and felt alone. I still feel kind of alone. By [...]

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Not Going to Lie… I’m Kinda Freaked Out

23.09.2011
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Princess R has always had a big imagination and likes to pretend play. She has many different people she likes to pretend to talk to and to turn into. She has a very active imagination and it is really neat to watch her develop her creativity. Lately though she has been talking about her “little [...]

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All Stress & No Sleep Makes Devan Go …

27.07.2011
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These past 7-10 days have felt like I am living in some kind of weird parallel universe.  I am not feeling like myself and my schedule is all out of whack.  I am not sleeping, im not eating & i am spending way too much time stressing for ‘no reason’. Insomnia has been keeping me company this [...]

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My Eyes Are Begging to Sleep; An Atypical Birth Story

24.04.2011

The alarm buzzes. I struggle to wake. My eyes are stinging; begging to go back to sleep. I want this day to be over. I’m not ready. It’s not fair; This can’t be happening. I feel a hand on my back; rubbing for comfort. My husband is awake. My body goes through the motions of [...]

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When The Unspoken Begins To Be Said

07.04.2011

Two months ago was a very important day for me. A beginning path to healing and a passion set into motion.  My nerves were shot as the new site went live and I sat; debating, anticipating and hoping. Two months ago Unspoken Grief was launched. Two months ago we began to break the silence of [...]

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True Power of Blogging: Finding A Voice For The Unspoken

08.03.2011

Hello Friends – today I am hanging out at Theta Mom’s House – come stop by & read :   The True Power of Blogging: Finding A Voice For The Unspoken

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