I wish i had something profound to say today. Something that could help me feel better and help give others a glimpse into what is going on in my head and heart today. It’s a mix of what I am feeling, what I perceive other’s think I should be feeling and numbness all at the same time. I kind of have no words other then today kind of sucks.
In focusing on the happy today I am going to be kind to me. Something I should really do more often anyway. I am going to try to take a nap today even with the three kids at home. I will coerce them into watching a movie with me in bed and I will guilt-free close my eyes and dream. I am going to eat chocolate for lunch and maybe again for dinner. I am going to neglect the laundry for one more day and just BE here with me and my feelings.
* I would love to share your motherhood/baby loss tattoos on a Babble post. If you have a photo you’d like to share please email me accustomedchaos(@)gmail.com with your name, photos, meaning of tattoo and a link you would like back (twitter, blog etc). Thank you! *
|check out today’s post on Being Pregnant Blog:Should There Be a Cut Off Age to Motherhood?|
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